Random Thoughts

Have to visit my grandparents more often

It is a real talent to be able to cook two different types of ham, green bean casserole, and sweet potato casserole and have it all ready at the exact same time. I'm quite proud of ma self.

if the universe is expanding where is it expanding too ?

I take YOU,
INTER as my team
and promise to be faithful in joy and in sorrow,
in victory and in defeat
and to love and honor you all the days of my life
AMEN

develop a new method to develop a new method, Oh Gosh, I hate developing new methods


catchasingtail

Aaaargh!! I wish I was more brave!!

*kicks self in butt*

Oh, I am so annoyed at myself right now. Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.

I was faced with a situation that I'd never come across before, but am perfectly capable of dealing with, but my STUPID lack of confidence in my own ruddy ability as a horse rider made me chicken bloody out!!!

I play all the bad scenarios in my head: "The horse is going to bolt", "I am going to fall off", "The sheep (who are miles away) are going to spook and frighten the horses", "What if the horse slips on the muddy ground?", etc, etc, etc.

Never the good ones, "The horse is going to go off like a rocket, everything will be fine, the horses will stop at the top of the hill and you'll be laughing like an idiot"

Aaaaargh!!!

I am SO angry at myself!!!


You know what's worse? By the time we were halfway through it, I put the horse into top gear ... and did the remainder of it. No problem.

I felt like a complete bloody idiot for being a chicken at the start. Idiot!!