Well dear friends and strangers, i cannot believe that I am posting this in public on a forum, but that's why I like The Cure Community I guess. I've not been here this last week and so my apologies for missing birthdays, new members and any deaths that may have occurred. Crazy crazy crazy week - I first felt this way when i was 14. So in Love with maybe 8 girls at school but they were of course more attracted to the 23 year olds with motorbikes and cars...heartbreaking days them - suicidal days even - real bad. I never felt it again until I was 30...that was wild, I loved it, but I had to blow it out to hold onto my family. Didn't work and I ended up losing both...bad times that don't heal. And for the last fifteen years I've just lived with flings, affairs, ordinary good times and some very special nights until last week. Bang! I'm hit with this feeling again... I think it's doomed from the start - it's not making sense, but I don't mind, my life just changed forever. Ok, seriously I cannot believe I just posted this - And I've not even had a drink! I guess I'll be a bit absent until my heart settles, So happy Birthday, and welcome to the forum, and I'm so sorry that Leonard Bernstein's died etc etc...
Cheers Steve, and hello Sang! ah my head is just custard and puppy dog breath..later - hey just wait till the trauma hits! nooooo...I promise not to lose decorum here - I mean, this is a goth place isn't it? (hrmmm...I always was more the Wayne type and not the Daniel Ash that I longed to be) Ok - decorum!
elfink Awwwww....I hope you never come down from this! Screw decorum-when in love, share it and spread it around!! Am always happy to hear about love, whether it's for a moment or forever, and I don't even consider myself a romantic.
elfink Awwwww....I hope you never come down from this! Screw decorum-when in love, share it and spread it around!! Am always happy to hear about love, whether it's for a moment or forever, and I don't even consider myself a romantic.
Ha! Thanks loads sang...I remember a chapter in Hi fidelity years ago where he's saying the great thing about splitting up is that you can just wallow in friends company and really not even think about it! hey - it's divorce time....I can be a pig! And this ones the opposite but that same narcissism going on So i've just got here an not even noticed birthdays or deaths etc....just yer comment Sang! Yeah...I better come down soon, till then it's - actually it's a bit crazy up here - But I'll quit now before I ramble myself to embarressment...Ordinarily Sang, I'd delete this cos, as everyone here knows, I never post when I'm drunk, but really I want to say thanks and hello!