Getting used to a certain baseline of pain in the past few weeks. Saw my orthopedist last Monday because of increasing hip pain and had some x-rays taken. Initial findings are bilateral osteoarthritis, some sort of deformity of the femoral heads (the "balls" of the hip joints) bilaterally, and possible lumbar nerve root impingement, all of which explains a lot.
Will have an MRI this coming Friday. I've learned that if I want to sleep well, I have to take 600 mg of ibuprofen, but I don't want to do that every night. Been avoiding walking much because it makes things worse. Spending lots of time laying down, but trying not to lose too much muscle/core strength by doing Pilates, which can be done lying down!
Hiatus from dance right now until I have a treatment plan, I think. It's not the worst in the world but I feel old and am afraid of having to give up dance...
I read this & got to thinking (dangerous I know). Rather than give up dance, have you not considered teaching it? You were talking not long ago about a change in occupation & given your obvious love for dance, maybe that could be an avenue worth pursuing.
Thanks, steve. I've done a bit of teaching in my teens and 20's. I'm not feeling it. My mentor did suggest hula, lol. Apparently each movement has symbolism tied to the natural world (wind, waves, etc.). I'm not quite ready to give everything i love up for that, yet. But I did like belly dance when I tried it for a while!
I'm feeling sad for my sister and her husband. My BIL lost his only brother weeks ago due to cancer and then his father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma (a blood cancer) about two weeks ago. He was in the hospital last week, discharged Thursday evening, and then back in the hospital Saturday with COVID. I don't know much, save for yesterday afternoon my BIL thought his dad "wouldn't make it." Chemo can't start until he is over COVID and his bones have started breaking. My sister's FIL is a very sweet, down-to-earth farmer from Wisconsin. Prior to farming he was an airplane mechanic. He is a really affable, sweet guy who I've only ever seen in a good mood.
My BIL also lost his mom about 18 months ago. She had been ill for many years with leukemia, but I believe her cause of death was COVID.
Lots of heaviness.
Very sorry to read this…that’s way too much for anyone to deal with, especially all at once. Hoping for a positive outcome for your extended family @notkristie
Very sorry to read this…that’s way too much for anyone to deal with, especially all at once. Hoping for a positive outcome for your extended family @notkristie
Thanks so much, Danielle. I appreciate the well wishes and know they would, too.
In complete hoarseness, I’ve lost my voice since last Friday. Very annoying.
That stinks; I’m sorry. Do you know why?
Thanks Kirstie. it’s a combination of things. There is a strong virus circulating in Madrid these past weeks. I started to feel ill since last Tuesday. The strong Air conditioned at the Echo gig didn’t help. I’ve been losing my voice little by little since then. But it was Friday night when I broke my voice completely. Went to see a band where an old time friend plays. A friend that I haven’t seen in 25 years. You can imagine how much and loud I spoke (and drank) that night. I’ve been completely silent and hangoverish since then. It was worth, though.
In complete hoarseness, I’ve lost my voice since last Friday. Very annoying.
Get well soon.
I feel totally mentally drained and having a lot of problems lately and am totally burnt out and have the most erratic moods and in lots of pain. I try each day to do my best but I never manage to feel like I achieve much.
In complete hoarseness, I’ve lost my voice since last Friday. Very annoying.
Get well soon.
I feel totally mentally drained and having a lot of problems lately and am totally burnt out and have the most erratic moods and in lots of pain. I try each day to do my best but I never manage to feel like I achieve much.
In complete hoarseness, I’ve lost my voice since last Friday. Very annoying.
Get well soon.
I feel totally mentally drained and having a lot of problems lately and am totally burnt out and have the most erratic moods and in lots of pain. I try each day to do my best but I never manage to feel like I achieve much.
Thanks Debsy.
Sorry to read you feel that way. I would add to Steve recommendation, some reading and walks. Walking heals. This forum is also a place of calmness, it has curative powers.
Thanks Kirstie. it’s a combination of things. There is a strong virus circulating in Madrid these past weeks. I started to feel ill since last Tuesday. The strong Air conditioned at the Echo gig didn’t help. I’ve been losing my voice little by little since then. But it was Friday night when I broke my voice completely. Went to see a band where an old time friend plays. A friend that I haven’t seen in 25 years. You can imagine how much and loud I spoke (and drank) that night. I’ve been completely silent and hangoverish since then. It was worth, though.
This all makes sense. I hope that by today you're feeling better. I hope you had fun at the gigs and in the mean time, you'll just have to communicate with hand gestures!
I feel totally mentally drained and having a lot of problems lately and am totally burnt out and have the most erratic moods and in lots of pain. I try each day to do my best but I never manage to feel like I achieve much.
I'm very sorry to hear this and I hope you're feeling better. Don't forget to treat yourself as your own best friend. Please take care.
Iffy .... I'm heading to Morocco in just over an hour,not just me, a delegation from McAlpine, whilst it will underling my superhero status I'm dreading the scenes. For those who don't know, I am a Civil Engineer - yes, I am actually clever, we're going to glue the country back together, sort of.
Iffy .... I'm heading to Morocco in just over an hour,not just me, a delegation from McAlpine, whilst it will underling my superhero status I'm dreading the scenes. For those who don't know, I am a Civil Engineer - yes, I am actually clever, we're going to glue the country back together, sort of.
Wow, I had no idea. I thought you were an Uncivil Engineer.
Godspeed and safe travels to you. I can't imagine what it might be like. I've always wanted to go to Morocco, but not under such circumstances.
Be careful and take care of yourself while you're trying to piece things back together.