The Butterfly Effect

events are often chained to eachother, so if dad wasn't a man maybe he would have been a boat .
if the vietnam war have never been fighted, Janis Joplin would have been a mediocre junkie singer and Jimie Hendrix maybe missed the success he had, who knows?
now Kurt Cobain would have be live, but his genius had expired as it was yet when he died and his suicide made him an icon as Ian Curtis: icons of a bad life lived in sadness. i lived in sadness too, a youth in poverty, i had just a bike in all my childhood and stayed a home when my friends were out on their bikes and it made me feel different from them.
i made choices in life and i still ask to myself what would have been making different choices...i answer to myself that i haven't be in shame for the evil that i did and the bad things i saw and lived, they made the man i am, bad or good it's not a thing i can say, but i learnt i haven't to regret.
and i am "son" of what the world brougth to me, Joy Division music(but i could name more!), so now i ask to myself, what i would be if Ian Curtis failed his career as singer istead of kill himself?
i would be a different man?
or i would be the same s*it i am?
it's better never know the answer

what if the bible hadn't been written ?

would we have another form of judaeo-christianity (including all the quasi off shots of christianity and islam) ?

would there be some other brainwashing system in place to make people feel inadequate about their lives and themselves ?

would all the bloodshed that has been committed in the name of religion still have happened ?

would the world be the same today ?