Trying not to fall asleep because I'm afraid of the first working morning after a while. However dumb it may be...
I think what you’re experiencing is a completely natural feeling. I even get that ‘feeling’ pretty much every Sunday night…I guess it’s a combination of nerves and excitement (or let’s get real: dread) which causes that temporary insomnia. I hope you managed to get some sleep and have an excellent week.
Thanks Danielle It's always good to know that other people have similar experiences. It feels less weird
Today resembled a nightmare but I hope I'll get used to it. Thursday will be horrible though as it's going to be my first day spent at the office in more than 18 months. The company is forcing everyone to work at least two days a week at the office.
Have a lovely week
But I don't see And I don't feel But tightly hold up silently My hands before my fading eyes And in my eyes Your smile
I mistook stars reflected in a pond at night for those in the sky.
That would be overstating it, haha. More like normal crappy. Getting more medicine practiced on me tomorrow, some unpleasant auxillary issues. The chemo stuff gets its own special category.
Good that you were doing laundry I'm hoping that next days will be not crappy at all.
But I don't see And I don't feel But tightly hold up silently My hands before my fading eyes And in my eyes Your smile
I mistook stars reflected in a pond at night for those in the sky.
Being a hippie. Sitting on the balcony with potted plants listening to Traffic (Low Spark), burning incense, and writing (I've been procrastinating for months on that).
Being a hippie. Sitting on the balcony with potted plants listening to Traffic (Low Spark), burning incense, and writing (I've been procrastinating for months on that).
That sounds like fun! Could you pls pass along some of your motivation to me ? Since I’ve been back at work full time, I have no desire to study and write my papers. Seriously considering VW…
Being a hippie. Sitting on the balcony with potted plants listening to Traffic (Low Spark), burning incense, and writing (I've been procrastinating for months on that).
That sounds like fun! Could you pls pass along some of your motivation to me ? Since I’ve been back at work full time, I have no desire to study and write my papers. Seriously considering VW…
Um, I guess you missed the part about me procrastinating for months? That's not exactly displaying a high amount of motivation.
@notkristie - I think I was fixated on the fact that you’re working on it now. VW - voluntary withdrawal. Chances are I won’t go that route, but wow, I really am unmotivated at the moment.
@notkristie - I think I was fixated on the fact that you’re working on it now. VW - voluntary withdrawal. Chances are I won’t go that route, but wow, I really am unmotivated at the moment.
I’m really sorry to hear that. I’ve been there too many times to count. It stinks until something changes.
@notkristie - I think I was fixated on the fact that you’re working on it now. VW - voluntary withdrawal. Chances are I won’t go that route, but wow, I really am unmotivated at the moment.
I’m really sorry to hear that. I’ve been there too many times to count. It stinks until something changes.
Oh thank you ! It’s always nice to know that others have been there too, it makes me feel much less alone.