Post by lioness on Jul 10, 2019 18:24:55 GMT 1
steve , fiveswinglive, chuckrh , sang - just one big thank you. I know, it's true, for more than a couple of years now we've shared many of our happy and sad moments, cried and laughed together. It is called friendship and it's the most valuable thing one can have. I'm fully aware how amazing bunch of people I met here.
As for work, I was asked for my interview yesterday after hours. It was a kind of ridiculous one. I'm great in everything I did in the company, on every position they gave me but things are different now and they will be rebuilding the structure for next six months. As for now, I should go for a holiday and rest then go back to the operational work. Oh, and they are sorry that I've been covering for my ill work mate for 5 months and don't know how long it will take more either. And one more thing, they have doubts if I should get my full salary because I might have been too long on a sick leave last quarter according to the new rules of remuneration... Well, I was very calm but when I finally sit at home in the evening I felt very strange and bad. I was very close to call for the ambulance but I didn't hoping it was just a stress finally going out of me. I was right, today I'm better. I'm sure next days will be even better. I'm kind of free for almost three weeks.
Hugs sent, steve . I must admit that it happened that my mum wasn't very happy that I was spending my time at the computer talking with "those people" and listening to "this music". She doesn't understand how it is possible to talk via internet It is something very strange for her. But I started to tell her a bit about the place and people and it helped. She also knows how much I've always loved The Cure and she sees it makes me feel good again.
(And here a memory crossed my mind: I was 13-14 years old and was listening to The Cure on repeat all days long. I was discovering their earlier records from before Disintegration era. Once she whipped into my room and shouted "Turn this terrible music off!!! How that man is howling!" Several days ago while I was listening rather loud and late one of the interviews with Robert she said "Oh, he has a very nice voice". Well, things change... )
Anyway, she understands that there are REAL and good people here and accepted the hugs as well
As for work, I was asked for my interview yesterday after hours. It was a kind of ridiculous one. I'm great in everything I did in the company, on every position they gave me but things are different now and they will be rebuilding the structure for next six months. As for now, I should go for a holiday and rest then go back to the operational work. Oh, and they are sorry that I've been covering for my ill work mate for 5 months and don't know how long it will take more either. And one more thing, they have doubts if I should get my full salary because I might have been too long on a sick leave last quarter according to the new rules of remuneration... Well, I was very calm but when I finally sit at home in the evening I felt very strange and bad. I was very close to call for the ambulance but I didn't hoping it was just a stress finally going out of me. I was right, today I'm better. I'm sure next days will be even better. I'm kind of free for almost three weeks.