So! How was your day, honey?

Se went to the top of Denmark!
The place, where the two seas meet!
The beach where the Kattegat meets the Skagerak - and the way the waves hit against each other is magic!

Then we went to another beach to collect stones
(Blind dancing on a beach of stone) - I’m sure that was the beach I went to today hahaha

Champagne at the terrace and now shower and early to bed with a book!

A terrific day!
(And I don’t even have holiday)

So yesterday was HELL, the job sucked and everything went wrong all day long. It was one of those days where you want to quit your job, I am already dusting off the resume. I was so stressed when I got home I didn’t even smoke a joint I just layed down and passed out that was around 7pm when I woke up it 5:34 am. I slept in my clothes I was that exhausted. The kitties were like “what the hell you didn’t even play with us last night?”
I been up for a few hours now and yes the kitties have had playtime their treats and hair brushing. Thinking about my next move, a few weeks ago I already started a venture to start my own business and that seems to going well, it’s not moving as quickly as I would like it to but there is potential to make money quickly and expand rapidly.
I’m tired of working for the man and I would rather work for myself. I don’t really see it as work because I enjoy doing it, plus it will free up my time.
Change is never easy especially if you have severe depression change of any kind can send you off the deep end. It’s funny though it is usually something small and insignificant that does it not leaving a job and starting your own business. Just the same I tell myself to remain calm and don’t go into a panic and anxiety attack which then leads to full on depression. I just have to get through the next couple of months and I should be on better ground, my own business and I don’t have to work for A holes anymore.

Oh and if I had taken notkristie’s swimming class last night I would have drowned.

The only way to truly have what I want out of life is to be able to have enough money to do it. That means owning your own business and busting your a$$ for yourself instead of somebody else. SF is not a cheap place to live everything is expensive here.
I started to get a little depressed last night but just realized I didn’t have the strength or the energy for that and I just crashed.
This morning is all about trying to remain calm and work through the problems. I’m not looking forward to going back to work on Monday but if the business model is complete with a timeline that will allow me to quit this job and be working for myself by Halloween then I am fine with that. Aggg and my birthday is two weeks from today that will send me into a huge depression. The only good thing about my birthday is that it means summer is almost over.
As for your elevator situation, you can’t count on other people to do $hit a lot of the time you have to do everything yourself. People suck, they piss and moan about everything but when it is time for them to do something that will improve the quality of their own lives, they would still rather sit there and piss and moan.
I just read back the last sentence I wrote and I am laughing at it geez I’m in a bad mood today.

My day was pretty awesome. Traveled as a solo parent (husband going on separate business trip) by plane with my young son and got UPGRADED to FIRST CLASS!

After everyone had boarded I had closed my eyes and heard the flight attendant saying, “Excuse me, ma’am.” She asked if it was just the two of us traveling and then if we’d be “able” to move to First Class. I doubt she’s ever seen anyone move that quickly before.

Free beer? Check. Plenty of leg room? Check. Hells yeah.

this is after the surgery.
she came in to see the surgery room, and where mommy spends most of her life hahaha

Nice.
Spent the day with the lady whose house I was managing over the summer.
Went for lunch here where there is a nice view of the lake.

& drank a wee bit too much wine