Post by TemptationTwo on Mar 21, 2013 19:02:09 GMT 1
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I really don't know what I'm doing here.
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight,
but "Just one drink" and
but "Just one drink" and
"There're some people to meet you,
I think that you'll like them, I have to say we do!
And I promise in less than an hour
we will honestly go...
Now why don't I just get you another,
while you just say hello..."
Yeah just say hello...
So I'm clutching it tight.
Another glass in my hand.
And my mouth and the smiles
moving up as I stand up,
too close and too wide
and the smiles are too bright.
And I breathe in too deep
and my head's getting light.
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
and I'm starting to sway...
And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
and they won't go away.
So here I go, here I go again...
Falling into stranger,
and it's only just eleven.
And I'm staring like a child,
until someone slips me heaven.
And I take it on my knees
just like a thousand times before,
and I get transfixed that fixed.
And I'm just looking at the floor...
Just looking at the floor...
Yeah I look at the floor...
And I'm starting to laugh
like an animal in pain.
And I've got blood on my hands
and I've got hands in my brain.
And the first short retch
leaves me gasping for more,
and I stagger over screaming
on my way to the floor...
And I'm back on my back
with the lights and the lies in my eyes...
And the colour and the music's too loud,
and my head's all the wrong size.
So here I go, here I go again...
Yeah I laugh and I jump and I sing and I laugh
and I dance and I laugh and I laugh and I laugh...
And I can't seem to think
where this is, who I am, why I'm keeping this going...
where this is, who I am, why I'm keeping this going...
Keep pouring it out, keep pouring it down.
Keeping it going,
keep pouring it down.
And the way the rain comes down hard,
that's the way I feel inside...
I can't take it anymore.
This it I've become.
This is it like I get when my life's going numb.
I just keep moving my mouth.
I just keep moving my feet.
I say I'm loving you to death
like I'm losing my breath...
And all the smiles that I wear
and all the games that I play,
and all the drinks that I mix
and I drink until I'm sick.
And all the faces I make,
and all the shapes that I throw,
and all the people I meet
and all the words that I know,
makes me sick to the heart!
Oh I feel so tired.
And the way the rain comes down hard,
that's how I feel inside...
And the way the rain comes down hard,
that's how I feel inside...